You know it's a surprise when you see something other than the usual. You want to be that persons friend. Cause they think. Maybe they will help you think. Maybe they will help you be something.
I can not say that I can do that. Maybe I could. But for the mean time, I will give you bits every day about me until I am satisfied with this thing.
I paint my nails black very rarely. I wear about 10 braclets on my wrist. They include beads and friendship braclets. I have one best friend. Shocker. And I think I am falling for someone new. Another shocker. I read a lot, skipping lessons in class just to read a book. So I can drown out the teacher with the authors words. I am an optimistic teenage girl. Young adult. Always looking for something new. Wanting..wait, needing to know more. I don't stalk bands. I look up on them so I know more about them. Then leave it at that. I don't think I would like being stalked all over the internet, just trying to find that one last photo of me in my bedroom that some random 12 year old teen-posing rocker took with her dad's old digital camera. Pshhpfftwhatever. I am a sucker for music. If you let me know about a new band or tell me to listen to a song and its a nice slow one...[and you are a guy], then I will fall instantly. I have different views for boys and tend to categorize them. I know it is bad, but it helps me see good from bad. I don't know why, but I love to hate. And I hate to love. I know many say that, but is is incredbly true for me. I am terrible when it comes to loving. And honestly, you will never know more about me than I do. Never. I opened up once, and I got hurt so badly I got a scar. Not litteraly. Don't expect me to tell you a lot about me. I don't trust the internet that much. I have had past incidents. So I am always a little nevous when someone says, "Hi." I worry more than I should. It's beyond unhealthy. I am desperatly in need of help for that.

rad hair, music, AP magazine, clouds, rain, peircings, bands, journalism, my friends, cosmetology, big cities[Chicago], winter, Fuse, Hot Topic, FYE, hats, shoes, movie theaters, tattoos, sunglasses, indie stuff, tight clothes, driving, tans, mix tapes, bass guitars, hxcore dancing, guitar hero I, II, III, emo boys, bandanas, scene friends, singing in the dark.

Blessthefall, Escape The Fate, Madina Lake, Lovehatehero, Before Their Eyes, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Fall Out Boy, The Rocket Summer, Saosin, All Time Low, Chiodos, The Elation, The Fall Of Troy, Cute Is What We Aim For, The Devil Wears Prada, Kill Hannah, A Skylit Drive, Armor For Sleep, Alesana, Bring Me The Horizon, The Almost, Underoath, Save It For Sunrise, Forever The Sickest Kids, Mayday Parade, The Used, Thursday, Akissforjersey, Dance Gavin Dance, Bayside, Senses Fail, Drop Dead, Gorgeous, Plain White T's, Boys Like Girls, Aiden, Gym Class Heroes, Four Letter Lie, Say Anything, Circa Survive, Just Surrender, Silverstein, Emery, My Chemical Romance, Cartel, Bleeding Through, Rise Against, The Academy Is.., Panic! At The Disco, The Starting Line, The Subways, Billy Talent, A Static Lullaby, Anberlin, Emarosa, Circa Survive, From First To Last, Funeral For A Friend, Drop Dead, Gorgeous, Lost Prophets, Blink 182, Motion City Soundtrack

Sixteen Candles, Clandestine Industries Release The Bats, Grind, Edward Scissor Hands

Fuse

Crank, Glass, The Boy With The Thorn In His Side, Everybody Hurts, Cut, Speak, It's Kind Of A Funny Story.